Vow of silence

I haven’t been posting much because I’m not in a good place right now, and I don’t want to inflict myself on people when I’m like this.

Presently, I’m tempted to believe that all the good parts of my life are over. I know this is negative thinking, and you’ll tell me not to think that way.

But the problem is, I need to see evidence in order to believe things. Since I don’t see evidence that there are good things coming in my life in the future, I have trouble being the way people like me to be. So, I am taking a vow of silence until I feel better.